Sunday, February 11, 2007
|2:07 PM|
since young, my father often neglect me. i dunno why tt he dislike me so much. i often wonder why they did wan me in this first place. my family has lots of problems. i hate home most. jus wish some1 would acknowledge me, care for me.
during sec sch. i haf a bunch of friends. they cared for themselves. no one really care. we jus have fun together but when i haf problem. no1 is really there. i gt betrayed lots of time. those were painful memories.
now, im more fortunate. i noe tt i haf 2 friends who care for me, im nt alone anymore. but one day they cant also be my side also. but im glad tt they acknowledge me. so i tot i found some1 who cares for me. end up i dunno wadever reason. she dislike me also. why am i feeling so solitude. am i really some1 who born to be hate?
Weak people cannot survive unless they support each other. That's why they believe in other so easily, and then they get betrayed. Weak people like me should keep running away.
[J]unichi [I]namoto``
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